Outside is where i stand
lookin straight up ath the clouded sky.
Gray cllouds move over head
light sprinkles of water touch my skin,
moments later it is no longer light but heavy.
My clothes, hair, and skin drink the falling water
as i think to myself…
“…could a perfect moment be too good to be true?…”
Then Gray clouds leave as the cold wind blows
the sky is clear and blue.
I feel heavily soaked, stiff and numb
slowly i walk back inside with the wind blowing in all directions.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
You hurt me so badly
I don’t know if I can kindly
walk out silently,
without simply
throwing things wildly
at you randomly.
At the same time I’m madly
yelling at you endlessly,
however secretly
crying dearly
inside my deadly
mind. Finally
i stop yelling at you madly
stop throwing things at you randomly
only because you are the only
one whom can calm me silently
with your marvelously
breathtaking smiles that are so beautifully
and eye catchy. That is the only
thing that gently
warms my heart slowly.
i love you dearly….
they will hit me when you are far away.
they will hurt me without a question to say.
i don’t really mind it circling me like hawk.
i’ve been living like this since i could walk.
but i never dated you till now
you’d do that for me, wow!
beat the living shit out
of them and shout
never hurt my girlfriend
and make it all end…..
he replied: I’d make it all end with a smile on my face and blood on my hands and I just don’t care
life is so beautifully wonderful
if only you could see through my eyes
you will not only see a colorful
world, one shall see everything possible
even the impossible and become hopeful
in every single way. This day will be the best
because it is so miraculously full
of happiness, joy and laughter everywhere.
It will be very adventureful
‘Cause of numberous different paths
it will sure be an earful
because of the beautiful sounds,
and sure wil be an eyeful
because of all the wonderous sights to see!
In my world, nothing is hateful.
(smile)
Feeling alone
far away from home.
yet the mind
begins to unwind.
the wind whispers
to nonbelievers.
outdoors are beautiful
makes one feel wonderful.
don’t ever think to leave
one wishes to believe
this is where I belong
my whole lifelong
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