Hate Twister

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

You hurt me so badly

I don’t know if I can kindly

walk out silently,

without simply

throwing things wildly

at you randomly.

At the same time I’m madly

yelling at you endlessly,

however secretly

crying dearly

inside my deadly

mind. Finally

i stop yelling at you madly

stop throwing things at you randomly

only because you are the only

one whom can calm me silently

with your marvelously

breathtaking smiles that are so beautifully

and eye  catchy. That is the only

thing that gently

warms my heart slowly.

i love you dearly….

The way you make me feel

                   I cannot speak any understandable words when you are near me. I feel my chest swell up as you get nearer and nearer. Once you are less than 24 inches away from me, a feeling of warmth flows upward and sinks rapidly under my breasts as i feel your presence. Who knows what causes this feeling to turn on, i hope to know it soon so i can prevent it from happening. It is not that i don’t like it; i do; but i just hate the effects that is causes. In which makes me appear pretty much dimwitted.

Us

I want to endure our unique passion,

In every aplombing fashion.

There is no need to feel ambiguous,

of inscrutable matters between us.

Desiring the blind world to see

how invincible this bond means to me.

Losing something this valuable,

will seriously cause life to be unlivable.

By Alexis Reyna =]

Lost in a Vacity.

This sudden emptiness,

abruptly awakens my awareness.

Piercing it with a knife,

and vacillating my precious life.

the world feels like a violently swinging mace,

while speaking words cannot fall into place.”

by Alexis Reyna =]

Beautiful Ending

they will hit me when you are far away.
they will hurt me without a question to say.
i don’t really mind it circling me like hawk.
i’ve been living like this since i could walk.
but i never dated you till now
you’d do that for me, wow!
beat the living shit out
of them and shout
never hurt my girlfriend
and make it all end…..

he replied: I’d make it all end with a smile on my face and blood on my hands and I just don’t care

Valentine Card 2008

(i know this Valentine is ugly and you hate green but your’e BEAUTIFUL and there is nothing about you i could possibly hate       Love Kevin)    (he gave me one that looks VERY simular to this. i tried my best to copy wat the valentine looks like onto paint. it pretty much looks like the original =]  )

You and Me

i don’t really know how you feel

but i know everything is real.

i can’t read your mind.

i will be behind

just standing.

i will just keep waiting.

you are worth it,

 my love, you fit

into my heart

together or apart.

A path we choose

we will never loose

our love for one another

don’t matter how farther

it will always be

just you and me.

my life: flushed down the toilet

 

i Felt like my life has been flushed down

the toilet. My smile has turned into a frown.

Emotions going down, straight and up

like the pipes connected to the dump.

Everything comes and goes

like getting hit with a water hose!

It comes out soft then ends with a blast

and it wont be the last.

i believe nothing can end this

not even if i become his.

who is he, do you know?

dont tell me “No”

because he is the man who

said in a way “SHOO!”

but later asked to be back together

again, hopeing forever.

But i wont because im feeling

stubborn. And it not helping.

My world: im inviting you =]

 

life is so beautifully wonderful

if only you could see through my eyes

you will not only see a colorful

world, one shall see everything possible

even the impossible and become hopeful

in every single way. This day will be the best

because it is so miraculously full

of happiness, joy and laughter everywhere.

It will be very adventureful

‘Cause of numberous different paths

it will sure be an earful

because of the beautiful sounds,

and sure wil be an eyeful

because of all the wonderous sights to see!

In my world, nothing is hateful.

(smile)

Kevin Dehtumorhe

 

I’m wonderfully fine

talking to an old friend of mine.

Laughing at old times and days

speaking in all sorts of ways!

I’m beginning to like him,

all of everything else gets dim,

and, the only person i see

is sitting right across from me.

He may not be a hottie or

muscular, but he is meant for,

loving like every other boy.

This boy is not another toy,

he is some special guy

that makes only me sigh,

at thought of him in

my mind and within

my heart.

Together or apart

i still will like to talk

to him or even walk

with him if i ever get that

chance. If i had a hat

i would love to pull

him out to duel,

our intelligence

at any presence.

Wow i never thought in such

a way i could would like him so much.

I’m happy i know him more

than ever before!!!