Just Being Me

January 7, 2009

Gray Clouds

Outside is where i stand

lookin straight up ath the clouded sky.

Gray cllouds move over head

light sprinkles of water touch my skin,

moments later it is no longer light but heavy.

My clothes, hair, and skin drink the falling water

as i think to myself…

“…could a perfect moment be too good to be true?…”

Then Gray clouds leave as the cold wind blows

the sky is clear and blue.

I feel heavily soaked, stiff and numb

slowly i walk back inside with the wind blowing in all directions.

October 3, 2008

The way you make me feel

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                   I cannot speak any understandable words when you are near me. I feel my chest swell up as you get nearer and nearer. Once you are less than 24 inches away from me, a feeling of warmth flows upward and sinks rapidly under my breasts as i feel your presence. Who knows what causes this feeling to turn on, i hope to know it soon so i can prevent it from happening. It is not that i don’t like it; i do; but i just hate the effects that is causes. In which makes me appear pretty much dimwitted.

October 1, 2008

Waiting, Alas!

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I’ve been waiting for you to reply.
I don’t even know why
I’ve waited two hours.
You gave me the sours
testing my patience now
but i forgive you anyhow.
At last i heard you say hi,
its about time you reply!
You’re lucky that i have wat it takes
and for heaven’s sakes
Dont do that again unless
you are in some kind of mess.
I’m sure it would take you quite some
time to write or type some
big message like that.
But please dont be like a cat
that comes and goes as it pleases,
and when one teases
dont go too far.

September 7, 2008

Us

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I want to endure our unique passion,

In every aplombing fashion.

There is no need to feel ambiguous,

of inscrutable matters between us.

Desiring the blind world to see

how invincible this bond means to me.

Losing something this valuable,

will seriously cause life to be unlivable.

By Alexis Reyna =]

Lost in a Vacity.

This sudden emptiness,

abruptly awakens my awareness.

Piercing it with a knife,

and vacillating my precious life.

the world feels like a violently swinging mace,

while speaking words cannot fall into place.”

by Alexis Reyna =]

August 14, 2008

Beautiful Ending

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they will hit me when you are far away.
they will hurt me without a question to say.
i don’t really mind it circling me like hawk.
i’ve been living like this since i could walk.
but i never dated you till now
you’d do that for me, wow!
beat the living shit out
of them and shout
never hurt my girlfriend
and make it all end…..

he replied: I’d make it all end with a smile on my face and blood on my hands and I just don’t care

April 25, 2008

to black charm

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i know you like me,

obviously it was more than just a crush.

believed it started a few months ago,

and apparently you did not rush.

started slow, made me laugh and giggle,

and plus i think i did blush!

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