Gray Clouds

Outside is where i stand

lookin straight up ath the clouded sky.

Gray cllouds move over head

light sprinkles of water touch my skin,

moments later it is no longer light but heavy.

My clothes, hair, and skin drink the falling water

as i think to myself…

“…could a perfect moment be too good to be true?…”

Then Gray clouds leave as the cold wind blows

the sky is clear and blue.

I feel heavily soaked, stiff and numb

slowly i walk back inside with the wind blowing in all directions.

Hate Twister

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

You hurt me so badly

I don’t know if I can kindly

walk out silently,

without simply

throwing things wildly

at you randomly.

At the same time I’m madly

yelling at you endlessly,

however secretly

crying dearly

inside my deadly

mind. Finally

i stop yelling at you madly

stop throwing things at you randomly

only because you are the only

one whom can calm me silently

with your marvelously

breathtaking smiles that are so beautifully

and eye  catchy. That is the only

thing that gently

warms my heart slowly.

i love you dearly….

The way you make me feel

                   I cannot speak any understandable words when you are near me. I feel my chest swell up as you get nearer and nearer. Once you are less than 24 inches away from me, a feeling of warmth flows upward and sinks rapidly under my breasts as i feel your presence. Who knows what causes this feeling to turn on, i hope to know it soon so i can prevent it from happening. It is not that i don’t like it; i do; but i just hate the effects that is causes. In which makes me appear pretty much dimwitted.

Lost in a Vacity.

This sudden emptiness,

abruptly awakens my awareness.

Piercing it with a knife,

and vacillating my precious life.

the world feels like a violently swinging mace,

while speaking words cannot fall into place.”

by Alexis Reyna =]

TO a Bitch

i have all this hate to show

to this girl that i know

she is one big bitch

her lies, are about to stitch

all those important parts, 

and hit her randomly with darts.

so she can feel the hatred

from me: a young kid.

Hell with it because i wont be nice

she is the one who added the hot spice

by doing what a bad girl does: stealing.

i’ll soon get her to the revealing.

Who know what she stole from my house

Not just cheese like a mouse

but valuables like a robber at night.

All i wanna do is go up to her for a fight

but i know i cant because it will leave a big fat hole

so i cant bring back everything she knows she stole!

This bites big time, hard on my ass

I’m just going to whip this guilty lass

with my words that will slice her body

inch by inch of that bloody

ungrateful maggot.  That slut

slept under the same roof but

comes and goes as she pleases

who knows if she carries diseases!

my life: flushed down the toilet

 

i Felt like my life has been flushed down

the toilet. My smile has turned into a frown.

Emotions going down, straight and up

like the pipes connected to the dump.

Everything comes and goes

like getting hit with a water hose!

It comes out soft then ends with a blast

and it wont be the last.

i believe nothing can end this

not even if i become his.

who is he, do you know?

dont tell me “No”

because he is the man who

said in a way “SHOO!”

but later asked to be back together

again, hopeing forever.

But i wont because im feeling

stubborn. And it not helping.

Fear….

Is it Love I Fear

or

Is it Just You, My Dear?

Sorry to Say

But my Heart tells me today

That it is YOU that i Fear

……….my Dear.

wake up, dont die away

 

why did you block me?

i know i set you free,

but not to end

you as my friend.

oh i see if you cant

have me like your plant

then you just throw me away

thinking it’s okay,

cause girls are recyclable,

and easily noticeable.

But open your eyes

and stop tellin yourself lies,

I’m not one of them

sissies. hello, typing this poem

makes me way different

and allows awakenment

before your blind eyes

and infront of your lies.

just wake up please

so you can live at ease

like Angels for Demons (lexis + banana)

whats a matter with you

does it look like i’ve been torn in two?

NO!!!

how much lower could you go?

my heart has never divided

because you’ve never been invited!

i’ve never asked you to stay

so why dont you just walk away?

oh i see you  cant let me go

because you turly love me so.

sorry but our relationship fell apart

and i ripped out your heart,

Carelessly threw it into the sea

so why cant you just let me be?!