Hate Twister

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

You hurt me so badly

I don’t know if I can kindly

walk out silently,

without simply

throwing things wildly

at you randomly.

At the same time I’m madly

yelling at you endlessly,

however secretly

crying dearly

inside my deadly

mind. Finally

i stop yelling at you madly

stop throwing things at you randomly

only because you are the only

one whom can calm me silently

with your marvelously

breathtaking smiles that are so beautifully

and eye  catchy. That is the only

thing that gently

warms my heart slowly.

i love you dearly….

my life: flushed down the toilet

 

i Felt like my life has been flushed down

the toilet. My smile has turned into a frown.

Emotions going down, straight and up

like the pipes connected to the dump.

Everything comes and goes

like getting hit with a water hose!

It comes out soft then ends with a blast

and it wont be the last.

i believe nothing can end this

not even if i become his.

who is he, do you know?

dont tell me “No”

because he is the man who

said in a way “SHOO!”

but later asked to be back together

again, hopeing forever.

But i wont because im feeling

stubborn. And it not helping.

wake up, dont die away

 

why did you block me?

i know i set you free,

but not to end

you as my friend.

oh i see if you cant

have me like your plant

then you just throw me away

thinking it’s okay,

cause girls are recyclable,

and easily noticeable.

But open your eyes

and stop tellin yourself lies,

I’m not one of them

sissies. hello, typing this poem

makes me way different

and allows awakenment

before your blind eyes

and infront of your lies.

just wake up please

so you can live at ease

like Angels for Demons (lexis + banana)

whats a matter with you

does it look like i’ve been torn in two?

NO!!!

how much lower could you go?

my heart has never divided

because you’ve never been invited!

i’ve never asked you to stay

so why dont you just walk away?

oh i see you  cant let me go

because you turly love me so.

sorry but our relationship fell apart

and i ripped out your heart,

Carelessly threw it into the sea

so why cant you just let me be?!