Lost in a Vacity.

This sudden emptiness,

abruptly awakens my awareness.

Piercing it with a knife,

and vacillating my precious life.

the world feels like a violently swinging mace,

while speaking words cannot fall into place.”

by Alexis Reyna =]

my life: flushed down the toilet

 

i Felt like my life has been flushed down

the toilet. My smile has turned into a frown.

Emotions going down, straight and up

like the pipes connected to the dump.

Everything comes and goes

like getting hit with a water hose!

It comes out soft then ends with a blast

and it wont be the last.

i believe nothing can end this

not even if i become his.

who is he, do you know?

dont tell me “No”

because he is the man who

said in a way “SHOO!”

but later asked to be back together

again, hopeing forever.

But i wont because im feeling

stubborn. And it not helping.