i thought it was missing the touch of romance. i thought there was a wall between us. i thought life would be hell without you. i thought i could not live without you by my side. i thought it was your appearance. i thought it was your secuding words. i thought all my feelings of love were for you, but i was wrong. We were not missing the touch of romance, there was never a real wall between us it was a door that i was not willing to open for you. Life for me would be just fine without you, i can live without you by my side because i have God. I thought your appearance was a problem for me but no, it was just another excuse to not be with you. i thought your words were so fascinating and addicting, i was wrong, i just don’t talk to as many people so i talked to you instead. And as for my feelings they were not for you, they were feelings for someone else that applied to you but not for you. I just want to be your friend because i realized our relationship is not working out. In school you pay too much attention to me, I’ve tried to tell you to focus on your studies but you wouldn’t no matter how serious i looked. You have been a huge distraction for me in school, even embarrassed me in front of my teachers. Dude you scared me like hell but it made me smile. at that time i had no idea why i felt so happy. Now i know, because ever since i met you there has been strings that attached me to you, however when that specific event accord you broke a multiple strings. it is kinda complicated why I’m happy for that. But all i can say about it is that it made me happy to be free from you after all these months of liking you in a way that draws me away from reality. I know when i was with you i had the sweetest dreams in life and in sleep. i know when i was with you my life and perspective changed within the blink of an eye. i know your lips are soft and kissable. i know you were a pervert in a good and bad way. i know you loved me. i know you were addicted to me. i know i was so interested and curious about you. i know i was addicted to you. i know i was blinded by the most wonderful fantasy a girl could ever have. i know you used to love me so much there was no way to weigh it or percent it. When i told you i just wanted to be friends, things would be better for me than for you. i do not know how you feel about me now, and for the first time in my life; i am not curious. Taken 8:22 4/16/09—–SINGLE 9:33am 4/22/09 (six days)
April 23, 2009
March 5, 2009
love quotes credited to someone else
1. All I care about is being with you forever.
2. All the gold and diamond in the world are not enough to buy the love I have for you.
3. God created you for just for me.
4. I am addicted to your love.
5. I am crazy about you.
6. I cannot live without you.
7. I cannot stop thinking about you.
8. I did not mean to hurt your feelings.
9. I do not want to wake up from this wonderful dream with you.
10. I feel safe when I am with you.
11. I get lost in ecstasy when you make love to me.
12. I have finally discovered true love – you.
13. I love talking to you.
14. I love the way you make love to me.
15. I miss your hugs and kisses when we are apart.
16. I thank God for the day he brought you into my life.
17. I want to spend forever with you.
18. I will give anything to be with you.
19. I will give you my heart, my body, and my soul.
20. I will go with you to the ends of the world as long as you keep loving me.
21. I will rather be broke than trade your love for a million dollars.
22. I will travel a thousand miles to be with you.
23. I wish God had brought you to me sooner.
24. If anything happens to you, I will go crazy.
25. If I could I would make love to you a thousand times.
26. If I had to live life over again, I would live it with you.
27. If loving you is a sin, then let me be guilty.
28. If our love is blind, then I never want it to see the light of day.
29. Life without you will be like going to sleep and never having sweet dreams.
30. Loving you feels like heaven.
31. Loving you has made life even sweeter.
32. Loving you has made my life so full of joy and happiness.
33. My heart cries when we are apart.
34. You are my love, my heart, and my life.
35. No man has loved me the way you love me.
36. Nothing will ever stop me from loving you.
37. Ooh sweetie, you are so good to me.
38. Your warm hugs and your tender kisses are more precious than gold.
39. Talking to you is like sipping the most delicious wine – I want it to last forever.
40. The times we spend together are like precious gems that money cannot buy.
41. Time stops when you hold me in your arms.
42. When I am with you, my troubles seem to melt away.
43. When I look at you I see a man that I find irresistible.
44. Words are not enough to express how much I love you.
45. You are my prince.
46. You are my soul mate.
47. You are the most important person in my life.
48. You are the music that makes my heart sing.
49. You are the only man I ever want in my life.
50. You are the other half that makes me feel whole.
51. You are the perfect man for me.
52. You are the sweetest man I know.
53. You bring nothing but love, peace, joy, and happiness to my soul.
54. You bring so much joy and happiness to my life.
55. You love me gently.
56. You make me feel like a woman.
57. You make me feel so good I want to kiss you from your head to your toe.
58. You make me want you more each day.
59. You treat me like a princess and I love you with all my heart.
60. Your are the kindest man I know.
61. Your caring words touch the deepest part of me.
62. Your hugs and kisses melt my heart like chocolate ice cream on a warm summer day.
63. Your kisses are like warm chocolate on a cold winter night.
64. Your kisses are so good I feel tingles all over.
65. Your love is like a solid rock that will never break.
66. Your love is so good I can’t get away even if I wanted to.
67. Your love warms my heart like the glow of a candle light in a midsummer night’s dream.
68. Your loving whispers in a moon-lit night are like soothing wine, they put me in the mood.
69. Your smile is so comforting it makes my tears go away.
70. Your gentle touch sends chills up and down my spine.
Life without endearing words is like being in a garden without flowers. Endearing words create a feeling that transcends our reality and makes life worth living.
July 7, 2008
like Angels for Demons (lexis + banana)
whats a matter with you
does it look like i’ve been torn in two?
NO!!!
how much lower could you go?
my heart has never divided
because you’ve never been invited!
i’ve never asked you to stay
so why dont you just walk away?
oh i see you cant let me go
because you turly love me so.
sorry but our relationship fell apart
and i ripped out your heart,
Carelessly threw it into the sea
so why cant you just let me be?!
Be there
When my eyes shatter
you ask me whats a matter.
i’ll tell you that i’m fine
and that throws you off line.
Dont want to pretend
or let this moment end.
Alone with me
is the only place you want to be.
holdin me in your arm
keepin me away from harm.
wiping away my tears
along with my well known fears.
one way or another
we’ll always be there for eachother.
July 2, 2008
a sign?
just give me one simple sign
and i promies i wont whine.
thats the only thing i beg of you
other wise we’re through.
it is all your choice
whether to put it into voice,
that could be heard aloud
with or without a crowd!
i will wait for a sign
and i promise i wont whine.
forgetfull
All the boys i’ve ever met
are so DAMN easy to forget!
they make things boring
before i even start snoring!
i dont want to stay,
alli wanna do is go away!
They cant keep me,
because i fight hard to be FREE!
June 30, 2008
My fantasy
i see you in the distance, you spot me, we start running up to each other, by the time we’re close up, i jump up to hug you and you catch me and swing me around laughing while i’m giggleing. When you set me down youlook into my eyes, as i look into yours, than…..THAT goes on pause LoL than we end up walkin under the stars, holding hands, talking, laughing, having a good time, we find a log to sit on and you count the stars and find that it is impossible to count them all but then you look at something possible, you look towards me silently you say ”you’re beautiful” and wrap your arms around me and then…. LOL that goes on pause!! then another one starts LOL
