TO a Bitch

i have all this hate to show

to this girl that i know

she is one big bitch

her lies, are about to stitch

all those important parts, 

and hit her randomly with darts.

so she can feel the hatred

from me: a young kid.

Hell with it because i wont be nice

she is the one who added the hot spice

by doing what a bad girl does: stealing.

i’ll soon get her to the revealing.

Who know what she stole from my house

Not just cheese like a mouse

but valuables like a robber at night.

All i wanna do is go up to her for a fight

but i know i cant because it will leave a big fat hole

so i cant bring back everything she knows she stole!

This bites big time, hard on my ass

I’m just going to whip this guilty lass

with my words that will slice her body

inch by inch of that bloody

ungrateful maggot.  That slut

slept under the same roof but

comes and goes as she pleases

who knows if she carries diseases!

Beautiful Ending

they will hit me when you are far away.
they will hurt me without a question to say.
i don’t really mind it circling me like hawk.
i’ve been living like this since i could walk.
but i never dated you till now
you’d do that for me, wow!
beat the living shit out
of them and shout
never hurt my girlfriend
and make it all end…..

he replied: I’d make it all end with a smile on my face and blood on my hands and I just don’t care

A little letter I wrote to myself

” when i was 7 years old i had a virus called Viral menegitious. i lost my hearing and luckly i didn’t lose a body part or my life!!!. So, after the day i came out of the hospital, man! my life changed completely! i could no longer hear a whisper at night without my hearing -aid! Things were soo confussing and the sounds of things where different. Even though i can still hear a little, i still wish i was just completely Normal!! But sometimes i enjoy being hard of hearing….”

I showed my mom the poem i wrote “7 yrs old. Out of the Hospital”. after she read it, she said she has this sheet of paper in her purse that is realated to that. Asked me if i wanted to read it. so i did and decided to put it on here =]    i wrote that when i was 7 years old. it is originally in orange marker and big lettters and it had some little edited stuff in dark blue.

Valentine Card 2008

(i know this Valentine is ugly and you hate green but your’e BEAUTIFUL and there is nothing about you i could possibly hate       Love Kevin)    (he gave me one that looks VERY simular to this. i tried my best to copy wat the valentine looks like onto paint. it pretty much looks like the original =]  )

Willow Tree

 

Under a WIllow tree

is where i really wish to be.

The gentle wind blows

moves the leafs as it comes and goes.

Beneath the sun’s rays is so warm

away from any harm.

You and Me

i don’t really know how you feel

but i know everything is real.

i can’t read your mind.

i will be behind

just standing.

i will just keep waiting.

you are worth it,

 my love, you fit

into my heart

together or apart.

A path we choose

we will never loose

our love for one another

don’t matter how farther

it will always be

just you and me.