Just Being Me

July 28, 2008

my life: flushed down the toilet

 

i Felt like my life has been flushed down

the toilet. My smile has turned into a frown.

Emotions going down, straight and up

like the pipes connected to the dump.

Everything comes and goes

like getting hit with a water hose!

It comes out soft then ends with a blast

and it wont be the last.

i believe nothing can end this

not even if i become his.

who is he, do you know?

dont tell me “No”

because he is the man who

said in a way “SHOO!”

but later asked to be back together

again, hopeing forever.

But i wont because im feeling

stubborn. And it not helping.

My world: im inviting you =]

 

life is so beautifully wonderful

if only you could see through my eyes

you will not only see a colorful

world, one shall see everything possible

even the impossible and become hopeful

in every single way. This day will be the best

because it is so miraculously full

of happiness, joy and laughter everywhere.

It will be very adventureful

‘Cause of numberous different paths

it will sure be an earful

because of the beautiful sounds,

and sure wil be an eyeful

because of all the wonderous sights to see!

In my world, nothing is hateful.

(smile)

July 27, 2008

Kevin Dehtumorhe

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I’m wonderfully fine

talking to an old friend of mine.

Laughing at old times and days

speaking in all sorts of ways!

I’m beginning to like him,

all of everything else gets dim,

and, the only person i see

is sitting right across from me.

He may not be a hottie or

muscular, but he is meant for,

loving like every other boy.

This boy is not another toy,

he is some special guy

that makes only me sigh,

at thought of him in

my mind and within

my heart.

Together or apart

i still will like to talk

to him or even walk

with him if i ever get that

chance. If i had a hat

i would love to pull

him out to duel,

our intelligence

at any presence.

Wow i never thought in such

a way i could would like him so much.

I’m happy i know him more

than ever before!!!

July 23, 2008

Believe

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Feeling alone

far away from home.

yet the mind

begins to unwind.

the wind whispers

to nonbelievers.                           

outdoors are beautiful

makes one feel wonderful.

don’t ever think to leave

one wishes to believe

this is where I belong

my whole lifelong

Fear….

Filed under: Uncategorized — by Alexis @ 1:25 am
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Is it Love I Fear

or

Is it Just You, My Dear?

Sorry to Say

But my Heart tells me today

That it is YOU that i Fear

……….my Dear.

July 11, 2008

wake up, dont die away

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why did you block me?

i know i set you free,

but not to end

you as my friend.

oh i see if you cant

have me like your plant

then you just throw me away

thinking it’s okay,

cause girls are recyclable,

and easily noticeable.

But open your eyes

and stop tellin yourself lies,

I’m not one of them

sissies. hello, typing this poem

makes me way different

and allows awakenment

before your blind eyes

and infront of your lies.

just wake up please

so you can live at ease

July 7, 2008

like Angels for Demons (lexis + banana)

whats a matter with you

does it look like i’ve been torn in two?

NO!!!

how much lower could you go?

my heart has never divided

because you’ve never been invited!

i’ve never asked you to stay

so why dont you just walk away?

oh i see you  cant let me go

because you turly love me so.

sorry but our relationship fell apart

and i ripped out your heart,

Carelessly threw it into the sea

so why cant you just let me be?!

Be there

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When my eyes shatter

you ask me whats a matter.

i’ll tell you that i’m fine

and that throws you off line.

Dont want to pretend

or let this moment end.

Alone with me

is the only place you want to be.

holdin me in your arm

keepin me away from harm.

wiping away my tears

along with my well known fears.

one way or another

we’ll always be there for eachother.

July 2, 2008

issues

Filed under: boys, dislike, hate, heart, heartbreaker, life, love — by Alexis @ 3:48 am

i have an issue

about you

that i cant possibly

ever undo!!!!

a sign?

Filed under: boys, crazy, deep love, heart, life, lost, love, together — by Alexis @ 3:40 am
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just give me one simple sign

and i promies i wont whine.

thats the only thing i beg of you

other wise we’re through.

it is all your choice

whether to put it into voice,

that could be heard aloud

with or without a crowd!

i will wait for a sign

and i promise i wont whine.

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