Just Being Me

May 30, 2008

Stay Away

Filed under: boys, crazy, dislike, hate, heartbreaker, insolent, life, up roar — by Alexis @ 3:39 pm

i dont wanna hear from you

i dont wanna seee you 

at all

hey dont even call

me today

cuz im gonna go away

 

i dont want you anymore

there for

dont come knockin at my door

or come crawlin on my floor

 

just go away

thats all i’ll say

to you

so shooo!!!

May 12, 2008

…..Is That….you?

Filed under: boys — by Alexis @ 11:42 pm

its hard to talk to you because being around you feels like a dream. every time i am close to you i feel like running away. i do not know why, but i do know that its NOT because i am shy. i can’t be shy or brave around you. i don’t know what makes it that way, but i do know that’s the way it is. hey i just wish it was not that way. i wish i could approachyou and talk you you forever, however something is making me draw away from you. some way i just feel this awful feeling about you. is it true… … … … that you … … … … are … … … … not who you pretend to be?… … …

~dead end~

Filed under: boys — by Alexis @ 11:36 pm

why stop loving me when i started to love you back? you tried in every ability you had to show and prove to me that you truely loved me. but i was too blind to see that you were trying so hard. and i just knoded and thought i understood. Now that you just want to be friends. what did i do? what made you give up? sigh know what? that just brings all my feelings to a dead end. i guess i have to accept to just be your friend.

hate

Filed under: hate — by Alexis @ 4:11 pm

love is hate

right after a blind date.

if anything gets screwed,

it can never be renewed!!

colors

Filed under: leaking brain — by Alexis @ 4:10 pm

colors flying through my head,

blue , gold, sliver,green, black and red.

open eyes & see what lies ahead,

a colorful world of,

blue gold silver green black and red!

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