Beside you is where i stand
and right below us lays the sand.
The smiles on our faces portray
something brighter than the sun’s ray.
Our surroundings may be open wide
but cannot compare to the gentle sound of the tide.
There is not one worry
Nor feeling like we’re in a hurry.
Our precious time together made
a wondrous memory that shall never ever fade.
The sun may have left the sky
but when the moon shined up so high
i saw for the very first time
that being beside you only happens once in a lifetime.
Sharing such a moment with you
is better than all the other things i do.
Smiling endlessly
laughing occassionally
and better yet talking directly from our mind
and letting our fantasies unwind.
Next time we get together
i hope it could last forever.
but deep down i know
we both have a different path to go.
I shall spare a thought of you
and remember everything we’ve been through.
I am missing your…
warm embrace,
endless flow of love,
seducing words,
smiles that lead to laughter,
sense of humor,
taste&touch of your lips,
attention from your eyes,
clinch of your hands holding mine,
hilarious&general gaucheness,
style of winging it,
unique name with hearts around it,
basically i am missing US
Did You Know…
In my dreams I see your face
In my life i felt your gentle touch
In my room i think of you endlessly
In my car i always thought about parking on your driveway
Yet every time i am…
Out of State i always wished you were beside me but then i am happy you are not
Outside my life i see you occasionally but i can’t return your smile.
Out there in the world full of people, i only recognize you but i do not want to.
Out of everything we have shared and done i really wish you were the one
But you are not….
i thought it was missing the touch of romance. i thought there was a wall between us. i thought life would be hell without you. i thought i could not live without you by my side. i thought it was your appearance. i thought it was your secuding words. i thought all my feelings of love were for you, but i was wrong. We were not missing the touch of romance, there was never a real wall between us it was a door that i was not willing to open for you. Life for me would be just fine without you, i can live without you by my side because i have God. I thought your appearance was a problem for me but no, it was just another excuse to not be with you. i thought your words were so fascinating and addicting, i was wrong, i just don’t talk to as many people so i talked to you instead. And as for my feelings they were not for you, they were feelings for someone else that applied to you but not for you. I just want to be your friend because i realized our relationship is not working out. In school you pay too much attention to me, I’ve tried to tell you to focus on your studies but you wouldn’t no matter how serious i looked. You have been a huge distraction for me in school, even embarrassed me in front of my teachers. Dude you scared me like hell but it made me smile. at that time i had no idea why i felt so happy. Now i know, because ever since i met you there has been strings that attached me to you, however when that specific event accord you broke a multiple strings. it is kinda complicated why I’m happy for that. But all i can say about it is that it made me happy to be free from you after all these months of liking you in a way that draws me away from reality. I know when i was with you i had the sweetest dreams in life and in sleep. i know when i was with you my life and perspective changed within the blink of an eye. i know your lips are soft and kissable. i know you were a pervert in a good and bad way. i know you loved me. i know you were addicted to me. i know i was so interested and curious about you. i know i was addicted to you. i know i was blinded by the most wonderful fantasy a girl could ever have. i know you used to love me so much there was no way to weigh it or percent it. When i told you i just wanted to be friends, things would be better for me than for you. i do not know how you feel about me now, and for the first time in my life; i am not curious. Taken 8:22 4/16/09—–SINGLE 9:33am 4/22/09 (six days)
Rocker and Charming are my everyday heroes. I have two heroes. Both men are the opposite of each other. I see them Monday through Friday in school. Everyday they use their unique gestures to make me laugh after a rough morning with my mom. I see the two men as Batman and Robin type of heroes. In my world I call them “Rocker and Charming”. Without one or the other life feels incomplete because three heads are better than one. In school Rocker always says good morning and asks me “how are you?” Charming always gives me cute little looks that make a smile slice across my face. I only have four classes with the both of them. In each of those classes we help one another when needed. If I did not know what a word meant I would ask Rocker, he tends to know most of the words that I ask about. If I were lost in a class discussion or assignment process I would ask Charming, he would help me out of my lost island into a found island. Rocker and Charming are two different types of men. Rocker can be cruel with words and yet very appealing with his word choice. He has many different talents such as playing the guitar and being academically smart. Charming is very gentle and uses soft silly words that are followed by smiles. He has many people-person talents such as socializing, being physical and personality attractive. But one thing they both have in common is that they are strong mentally and emotionally in their own way. They are like Batman and Robin because if one is gone the other takes his place, or at least tries. Fact in height Batman is taller than robin; Rocker is taller than Charming. In one Batman and Robin episode there was a villain named Poison Ivy. Robin let his feelings get in the way; Charming is like that too. Batman knew better; just like Rocker would. Near the end Batman had a hard time persuading Robin but Robin listened anyways because batman’s idea would still let robin get what he wants. And of course at the end of the episode Poison Ivy was put way into prison, Batman and robin gained more trust. My two heroes Rocker and Charming, have been apart of me more than my family ever has. They are with me through difficulties and pressure from life and school. I am so glad to see them five days a week because they save me from the dark sides. Just like Batman and Robin, they are friends and trust each other through experience. If I had to live without one or the other my life will feel incomplete because three heads are better than one or two. By Alexis L. Reyna
1. All I care about is being with you forever.
2. All the gold and diamond in the world are not enough to buy the love I have for you.
3. God created you for just for me.
4. I am addicted to your love.
5. I am crazy about you.
6. I cannot live without you.
7. I cannot stop thinking about you.
8. I did not mean to hurt your feelings.
9. I do not want to wake up from this wonderful dream with you.
10. I feel safe when I am with you.
11. I get lost in ecstasy when you make love to me.
12. I have finally discovered true love – you.
13. I love talking to you.
14. I love the way you make love to me.
15. I miss your hugs and kisses when we are apart.
16. I thank God for the day he brought you into my life.
17. I want to spend forever with you.
18. I will give anything to be with you.
19. I will give you my heart, my body, and my soul.
20. I will go with you to the ends of the world as long as you keep loving me.
21. I will rather be broke than trade your love for a million dollars.
22. I will travel a thousand miles to be with you.
23. I wish God had brought you to me sooner.
24. If anything happens to you, I will go crazy.
25. If I could I would make love to you a thousand times.
26. If I had to live life over again, I would live it with you.
27. If loving you is a sin, then let me be guilty.
28. If our love is blind, then I never want it to see the light of day.
29. Life without you will be like going to sleep and never having sweet dreams.
30. Loving you feels like heaven.
31. Loving you has made life even sweeter.
32. Loving you has made my life so full of joy and happiness.
33. My heart cries when we are apart.
34. You are my love, my heart, and my life.
35. No man has loved me the way you love me.
36. Nothing will ever stop me from loving you.
37. Ooh sweetie, you are so good to me.
38. Your warm hugs and your tender kisses are more precious than gold.
39. Talking to you is like sipping the most delicious wine – I want it to last forever.
40. The times we spend together are like precious gems that money cannot buy.
41. Time stops when you hold me in your arms.
42. When I am with you, my troubles seem to melt away.
43. When I look at you I see a man that I find irresistible.
44. Words are not enough to express how much I love you.
45. You are my prince.
46. You are my soul mate.
47. You are the most important person in my life.
48. You are the music that makes my heart sing.
49. You are the only man I ever want in my life.
50. You are the other half that makes me feel whole.
51. You are the perfect man for me.
52. You are the sweetest man I know.
53. You bring nothing but love, peace, joy, and happiness to my soul.
54. You bring so much joy and happiness to my life.
55. You love me gently.
56. You make me feel like a woman.
57. You make me feel so good I want to kiss you from your head to your toe.
58. You make me want you more each day.
59. You treat me like a princess and I love you with all my heart.
60. Your are the kindest man I know.
61. Your caring words touch the deepest part of me.
62. Your hugs and kisses melt my heart like chocolate ice cream on a warm summer day.
63. Your kisses are like warm chocolate on a cold winter night.
64. Your kisses are so good I feel tingles all over.
65. Your love is like a solid rock that will never break.
66. Your love is so good I can’t get away even if I wanted to.
67. Your love warms my heart like the glow of a candle light in a midsummer night’s dream.
68. Your loving whispers in a moon-lit night are like soothing wine, they put me in the mood.
69. Your smile is so comforting it makes my tears go away.
70. Your gentle touch sends chills up and down my spine.
Life without endearing words is like being in a garden without flowers. Endearing words create a feeling that transcends our reality and makes life worth living.
Outside is where i stand
lookin straight up ath the clouded sky.
Gray cllouds move over head
light sprinkles of water touch my skin,
moments later it is no longer light but heavy.
My clothes, hair, and skin drink the falling water
as i think to myself…
“…could a perfect moment be too good to be true?…”
Then Gray clouds leave as the cold wind blows
the sky is clear and blue.
I feel heavily soaked, stiff and numb
slowly i walk back inside with the wind blowing in all directions.
You are the one who is not nice
coming behind me with a knife!
Boy you love to slice me up
even though i’ve already given up!
Why text me on my phone,
Cant you just leave me alone?
i do not want to even stay
because you always shoo me away
you got me crawling on the floor
to avoid you as i hurry to the door
Goosebumps pop up from my skin
sending my hairs up in the air!
my nose tickles itself and blows
like a hurricane.
eyes feel puffy and heavy.
wants to shut and dream all day.
breaths are quiet and short
bec of the throat that coughs
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
You hurt me so badly
I don’t know if I can kindly
walk out silently,
without simply
throwing things wildly
at you randomly.
At the same time I’m madly
yelling at you endlessly,
however secretly
crying dearly
inside my deadly
mind. Finally
i stop yelling at you madly
stop throwing things at you randomly
only because you are the only
one whom can calm me silently
with your marvelously
breathtaking smiles that are so beautifully
and eye catchy. That is the only
thing that gently
warms my heart slowly.
i love you dearly….
